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< if you wait, i'm going to drive it home | posted at 10:26 am on July 22, 2003 >

urgh i did that 'lost an entry' thing. so here goes again.

yesterday we all went and watched tv on jess's new one with much of my sister's leftover party food and large helpings of rich, heavy white chocolate cake, followed by groans and complaints of sick feelings. i just had a slice for breakfast, which means i'm fatigued for the rest of the day.

anyway. it seems after richard's revelation last week (not documented here due to modem problems) of andy having (in richard's words) 'not gotten any for - well, i was going to say a year, but - sarah, you should know, you and andy have had a sordid, sordid past', the trend continued as conversation yesterday night turned to the first time andy and i got together (which resulted in 'an exodus of your house'). some were unaware of the details of the first, and although i was mightily tempted to inform them of the third time and the hotel room, i refrained.

though i do have some sick pride that andy hasn't gotten any since me and i have, so there, you arsehole.

i told you it was a sick pride.

in any case. in my last entry there was a little bit of examination and analysis of the entire time, but i have decided against writing that again. losing the entry may have been some sort of sign. let us just agree that the entire interlude with him was a mistake that shall never, ever be repeated. because from memory it hurt, and i don't think it was because of him, i think it was because of the construction that i had created.

wait, i said i wasn't going to write that stuff again. therefore i will sign off here. have a lovely day.

those last five
- - June 13, 2008
hidden - August 14, 2006
it's not me, it's you - January 30, 2006
boring. Sorry. not really. - December 22, 2005
twenty-one - December 09, 2005