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< summertime | posted at 4:46 pm on December 07, 2004 > a few days on and things are same-same but different. i miss upstairs and that is all very weird for me.i don't love him but i can see myself being with him for a while. it's nice yet strange. yesterday i went to a christmas party where someone blurted out something that made me realise that a former crush was not, as i suspected and attempted to make, subtle, but rather the complete opposite - very, very obvious. everyone at work is in a meeting except me. this is strange. and I mean everyone, even the people from a different branch of the company are in there. it must be about me. i turn twenty in two days. or one, if you think today is over. which it almost is. my teenage days are almost behind me. it's sad. those last five |