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< time gone back | posted at 11:07 am on January 20, 2005 > i've been seeing andrew (door B) about twice a week, and emailing every day about seven or eight times conversation style, with boring stuff about what's happening at our respective workplaces. and i like it. it is nice. and yesterday i felt euphoric about the whole thing and felt like i finally knew what it was like to be falling in l**e. and i can't believe i'm saying that. it's different to nick because i think i just l**e him, but i was never 'in l**e' with him, and while i generally think the whole discourse about those two things being severely different is a wank, i'm starting to kind of understand it. because i can feel myself being finally able to be 'in l**e' with soemone.
------- To Sarah, Hey don�t read this until you have a little time to yourself and won�t be bothered for a while. I don�t think it is any use me saying this cause I know you and I know you will not be able to wait so as soon as you have finished reading this no matter what is happening in the room you will probably scroll down and read the rest straight away anyway. 1) They make each other happy. Even if it is because one is laughing at the other. 2) They have a lot to learn from each other. 3) The have similar interests. 4) They never need to turn the TV on when together. 5) They cannot sit through a movie without� [the ellipses means 'having sex'. we could never watch a dvd at home without getting distracted...] 6) They miss being together when they are apart. 7) They have so many things to do together. 8) He is totally in love with her and has been since their hands first touched.
Nick -------- it made me cry again. i keep crying. those last five |