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< and it's something funny, something sad | posted at 9:42 pm on June 26, 2003 > anger and annoyance and frustration subsided, well, not really, but replaced with feelings of utter paranoia.i have not much to say. except ooh, my friend came and had lunch with me. it was fun. and this guy, that i have seen around my building ALL the time, he walks past - now, previously i had debates with myself whether or not he used to work in the cafe that my friends and i used to frequent - and still do - then thought 'no, couldn't be. he was at uni studying physical education then, why would he be working at fox?' even when i voiced these opinions to friends they thought it mustn't be him, as i have a history of crappy facial recognition. but he walks past as we eat - and friend gives a double take - it is, indeed, him. but he didn't see us, so i don't know what to do! he's very cute, part of the reason we always used to go there was because of how damned cute he was, so i think i should re-befriend him and therefore recover from another certain infatuation. y'always gotta be able to have another potential infatuation before you let go of another, that's the rule. now i am steadying myself and preparing, and the transfer WILL take place. YES! I HAVE THE POWER! WHOOOOO! oh, lord, i'll be so glad when this weekend comes. currently at the economic downturn of sarah. lord, lord, lord. those last five |