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< what's the matter with you rock | posted at 7:39 pm on November 16, 2003 > today i feel bad.not for any particular reason. i feel bad because i'm still thinking about nick (and his illness) and bec, because my friend's house was going to be auctioned off today (but it wasn't, their choice, so i feel a little better), because so many things in so many people's lives are currently going wrong and it just makes me depressed. mild, though. mild to moderate. we got slammed in the sun herald social pages today but praised in the telegraph, goddammit, noone of importance reads the telegraph. paris (hilton) was wearing my dress in the telegraph today - and yesterday - got woken up by workmate messaging me about it.. so i rang and spoke to tara in the US for a bit.. last night i went to peter's party and through that very same intersection i crashed in may - and after a noise complaint was made about us, the same two cops who handled my accident asked us to turn the music down. this is all incidental stuff. uninteresting. boring. i somewhat regret not taking the room he offered me those months ago. how different my life would be now if i had decided to move out. bought sneakers with my sister today. it rained while we drove home. but it was so warm yesterday and on friday so i wore a short skirt and it was lovely. tomorrow back to work and must prepare for trip away. after all, i am going in two weeks, and for a month (!). i worry about what will fall apart when i am away... i suppose i just have to prepare and write lots of lists of instructions... and a boring end to a boring entry. those last five |