< you and i collapsed in love | posted at 11:44 pm on May 19, 2004 > what to say, what to say.i've been having strange dreams lately, last night i dreamed my sister tried to kill herself and i didn't know whether she was alive or dead, and then she contacted her boyfriend instead of me when she regained consciousness and i was pissed off 'cause she didn't tell me she was alive. a couple of nights ago i dreamt i was in a schoolyard oval of a boy i liked and we were having a fight but then we realised we loved each other and around us a killer was killing everyone and i instinctively knew he wouldn't touch us 'cause we were in love, he was killing everyone else though. i've been working flatout and it's taking a bit of a toll, couple this all with the mound of editing i can see myself doing in the next week or so, it makes my brain hurt. i feel so bland. those last five |